Sick Puppy.. I am.

I don't know why I suddenly have this strange feeling since last Thursday. Since I met him. Hey no, I actually met him every Thursday. I will not tell how, because I'm afraid he will come across this blog. I don't want him to know because I'm fully convinced that he is in different league and he would ignore me. Thus, this is yet another crush.

I told you already, that I meet him every Thursday. But last Thursday was a bit special compared to another Thursdays. I only managed to be at least 10 feet away from him on another Thursdays. But this time was different. I got to stand less than 1 foot away from him. Yeah, that was close man! And I got to share some eye contact with him. Which made me generated some butterflies in my stomach. But I did maintain my sanity by the way.

What attracted me to him? I should admit that I really admire his charisma. He is a man full of knowledge. Simply not that type of other guys I used to have crush on before. He is humble, and has a nice sense of humor. The only thing is, I'm 90% positive that he has a girlfriend already. Well, that doesn't bother me at all because I know that he is completely out of my league and vice versa. This thing may not last any longer because I only have less than 8 Thursdays to see him. Hence, this guy is 99% will never be mine.

Well, that's all for now. I'm still looking forward for the next Thursday. :p

Tiara.