Harder To Breathe

Here I am again. Still trying to mend the pieces of my broken heart. Was kind of demotivated to keep on blogging lately. I just can't think of anything to write about.

I was logging on an online marketplace called Mudah.com.my just now where I saw some 2nd hand laptops which are just like mine and suddenly I felt so sad. Damn, why did you have to be taken by someone else? I kept on repeating that question over and over again while listening to some sappy love songs.

It was frustrating. Especially when I think about myself looking for a 2nd hand broadband modem for my late laptop 3 months ago. The price was still quite high at that time. But just now, I saw some cheap deals and I even smiled to myself before I realized that there is no need to buy the modem as I have got no laptop. Waaaarggh.

Hmm, by the way, I gotta sit for the final exam next week. Will be going back to my hometown maybe in the end of this month. I'm sure I'll find some peace there and then.

Tiara.

Where are you?

This is one of the things in my life that I love the most. And somehow, it disappeared from my life last week. Some bastard stole it. And I will never forgive that bastard, whoever he is.

Do I have to tell you what I feel right now? Some words such as "frustrated", "gloomy", "sad", may sound appropriate. However, life should go on. I should try to move on.

Last but not least, lets hope that bastard will suffer then. I don't think I have some mercy to let him to be free. I hope he can't sleep at nights. He will have to wait for the payback time.

Lots of love to my late laptop.


Tiara.