Steady

Hey what's up everybody? I'm truly sorry for not updating this blog regularly. The last entry was about 2 weeks ago. The truth is, I have been on a high speed throttle of chasing various assignments deadlines. Haven't got enough sleep lately. And most importantly, my beloved laptop is currently at my brother's place. He needs it to finish his thesis, and I was happy enough to let him borrow it.

So, I'm currently hoping that I will get my laptop back next week. Oh I'll be back in my hometown on 25th. Can't wait! Also, I'm currently having a very bad flu plus a sore throat and a very runny nose.LOL. My voice changed completely. I feel so uncomfortable to talk to other people, so I prefer to just sit back and keep quiet.

Let's see if I'll see you again next time. Bye.

Tiara.

Stupidity

Woah.. don't get offended by the title.

It is just that I had a long thought about something. Should I spill it out? OK then.

Have you ever thought that you were falling in love with someone, and some moments later you had come to realize that it wasn't love at all?

I had. And trust me, it happened a few times already. The latest event, it happened to me some weeks ago. I thought I had fallen in love. But I just realized that it was just another stupid obsession. It is so hard to describe how did I find out the truth. But I really did.

I would always "fall in love" with someone who seemed to treat me nice. Even though I had just met him. But then, after being together with that someone for quite some time, I would always find out his weaknesses which could drive me mad. And automatically, I would grow tired of him and left him out in the cold.

It started well in the beginning. We were very close to each other. He even took me home to meet his parents. I began to wonder, what was the significance of him doing that? I gave a big thought about it at first. And then, he suddenly told me that he was already in a relationship. I was like "Oh damn!" Haha. Myself laughing at my own stupidity.

So guys, you better check and double check. Don't ever get confused by your own feelings. By the way, I'm trying hard to learn how to fix my system, so that I won't get confused anymore. Thanks for reading this entry. Just another thoughts of mine.

Tiara.

Still In The Mood

Hey how is it going, everybody? I'm kind of sleepy right now. Oh yeah, I'm serious. Just arrived in Kuala Lumpur after a hectic 13 hours journey from Kota Bharu. Man, the traffic was bloody terrible! Myself and 2 of my classmates, Asih and Nik together with Nik's big brother, Abg Ngah were trapped in the baddest traffic ever! I certainly did expect that we were going to experience some traffic jams, but I wasn't aware that it could be that bad! By the way, I was having fun though. I'd always be the one who started every single lame conversations in the car, and they were all laughing at me. I was the one who would always get bored and spending my time disturbing other passengers in the car. Most importantly, we had a safe journey back here. Alhamdulillah.

I wish I had some photos of the journey to show you, but I haven't got any camera with me. And to be exact, I also didn't have any photos of Eid-ul Fitr celebrations. I wish I could tell you why. Haha. But yeah, I had a very good time especially with my family and friends.

The title suggested the truth. Haha, I'm still in the Raya mood. I haven't recovered from Raya fever, and I still miss my hometown. Nevertheless, I'll be there again on 25th this month. Woohooo! I'll work harder to feature some of the photos next time!

Tiara.