Sorry and Goodbye 2008

The very last day of 2008. I just did not realize it until I saw one of my classmate reading The Kosmo newspaper. It showed some recaps on what happened in the whole year. Also, some other classmates asked me about where I'm going to be tonight. At home, of course. There are gonna be lots of TV shows that I want to watch. Plus, I have always been a type of person who hates crowded and noisy places so there is no way I'm going to go to any New Year celebration events in KL.

My classes ended on 2 pm today. Went home and there was no one. Until now, I'm still alone. My 2 flatmates, who are currently on their clinical posting at hospital's pharmacies will only be home on 6 pm. Oh my empty stomach. Only ate a piece of currypuff at the cafe this morning. So I cooked some fried rice......... And then I got myself thinking about this whole year. Not a very good year for me, I thought. Haven't done anything noticeable. Nothing significant. Oh there's one. I bought a new laptop in June and some bastard stole it in October. Haha. And the most important person in my life still doesn't know about it. Mummy said NO, don't tell him. He will explode. Big trouble.

What else? What are my achievements? None, really. My CGPA is just OK. And I'm getting quite popular in the college. For god knows, what are the reasons. Never done anything bad though. Haha. I'm also happy for one thing, which is that I have made some good friends. And I also made some effort to maintain good relationship with everyone around me. Fair enough. Oh.. Haven't lose any weight yet. When will it be? I don't know, as I constantly eat and sometimes will be looking for food even though it is 3 am in the morning! Please 2009, help me to lose weight without having to fork out lots of money and energy.

Fell in love several times. No, they weren't exactly love. I would always get confused, and those cranky feelings would just go away in no time. I refused to think about it too much, as I really enjoy the single life although it gets lonely sometimes. Hmm.. another thing is, I'm gonna turn 22 next year. Oh I'm so scared of that number. It is big. Nooo... I'm getting older. I don't want to get old. Well, be positive. There is something coming up in 2009. Come July 2009, I'll finish my theory learning. Off we'll go to clinical posting until May 2010. I'm dyingly hoping for the internship at Kota Bharu District Health Office. Can't wait for that.

Lastly, again, please do not expect or accuse me to be at any New Year countdown events tonight because I won't. And 2009, welcome to my life. 2008, I'm terribly sorry. We will not see each other anymore after I wasted you for 365 days. And I'm looking forward to meet 2009, the year of many possibilities, be it negative or positive.

I'm struggling to move on....


Tiara.