Stupidity

Woah.. don't get offended by the title.

It is just that I had a long thought about something. Should I spill it out? OK then.

Have you ever thought that you were falling in love with someone, and some moments later you had come to realize that it wasn't love at all?

I had. And trust me, it happened a few times already. The latest event, it happened to me some weeks ago. I thought I had fallen in love. But I just realized that it was just another stupid obsession. It is so hard to describe how did I find out the truth. But I really did.

I would always "fall in love" with someone who seemed to treat me nice. Even though I had just met him. But then, after being together with that someone for quite some time, I would always find out his weaknesses which could drive me mad. And automatically, I would grow tired of him and left him out in the cold.

It started well in the beginning. We were very close to each other. He even took me home to meet his parents. I began to wonder, what was the significance of him doing that? I gave a big thought about it at first. And then, he suddenly told me that he was already in a relationship. I was like "Oh damn!" Haha. Myself laughing at my own stupidity.

So guys, you better check and double check. Don't ever get confused by your own feelings. By the way, I'm trying hard to learn how to fix my system, so that I won't get confused anymore. Thanks for reading this entry. Just another thoughts of mine.

Tiara.